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| i dont know why but these days i feel so unproductive!
i go to class, go to work, go to small group and then its late
so i have to sleep! so i wont be tired for my 8am classes!
its so sad.... im gonna think of a better schedule for next week!
but other than that, everythings really great and fun and lovely
i love the things im learning in chem and humcore
lab is really really fun even though its 4 hours long!
and work is getting alot alot alot better!
even though there's these 2 new girls who are...so.. annoying.
its indescribable 
i was gonna quit last week bc it interfered with my schedule so much
and i even had to cancel a class cuz of it
and its so demanding and stuff.. but after talking to my boss
and after him begging me to stay (they're desperate for people)
i decided to stay... and since i did commit to it.. i really should stick with it right?
there are things that make everything shaky
and its like im treading water
but im positive
and i love every bit of it
i'm gonna go to dorm lunch now! bye 
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| I'm different from who I was last year.
and I'm confident I will continue to change throughout this year.
My only hope is that within this coming year,
every memory I make, every step my character takes, every relationship I have with another and every word, action, thought that dwells and moves from me will be consumed by Him, will thrive to be glorifying to Him and that I will be a trying reflection of His love.
time is short and the road is long. I don't know what hardships are to come, what I will struggle with and what I must endure through, but I hope He will be strength, my hope and my one love.
I want an open mind, encouraging lips and an undivided heart.
but words are cheap without action. So I guess my words end here.
here's to a good year......
cheers
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| so finals have been over for about a week now and it wasn't as horrid as eveyone had conditioned my mind to believe. it was actually pretty fun and i enjoyed studying with everyone and learning things I had missed out in class. Next quarter will be a bit harder for me because I start my 4 hour labs and I have 8 o'clock classes for 3 days of the week. but other than that, i'm really excited
these days everything seems to be dangled on a string and i feel nervous 24/7
i feel like each second that passes jeopardizes something in the next and i feel like
everything is holding me by the collar
its an uncomfortable feeling, i must say, but im managing
these days i found how hard it is to find fullfillment in people
foolish of me to have placed so much trust and dependence on such fickle and inconsistent creatures
i shouldn't have been so easily influenced
and i have trust issues
i really dont trust anyone
and its sad
i just need to get over this phase
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| finals coming up
time to burn these up laka fayaaarwewdddd
naw mean jewwwy beannnn
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